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ramblings of a teenage girl

SISTERS,
LETS GET INTO HCL CLASS NEXT YEAR TOGETHER!!

Chinese O levels are on Tuesday ):
Whaaat?!

Why does time always fly by?!!!

It seems like it's only yesterday that we entered prss as small and cute sec1s. And now we're taking O level!!!! Wooots ._.

Though reluctant, I admit I'm apprehensive for Tuesday. O levels. Sounds so huge, faraway and 'boomz' :B heeeheeeheee.

My Higher Chinese grades in report cards have always been hovering in different region. But I've never touched the distinction distinction region. That is A1. *Big sigh*
Been hovering between B4 to A2 since Sec1. And the grades for the most recent mark on report book? B4. And it's not even a high B4, like 69.99999 B4. It's 66.
How in the world can i get a A1? D:
Mum and Dad's been having high expectations for my chinese. Since I'm taking 'Higher' Chinese.
My Chinese ought to be of a higher standard than my schoolmates. I have no idea how should i tell them it's not so.
I'm terrified ):
Of Tuesday.

I know there's a Monday blue. Is there a black Tuesday or something? ... hahaha.
I've did some assesment and stuffs. But like what they say, language can't be improved overnight. *big big sigh*

Adding a side note, just messaged chuqing and asked her if its through of what the teachers in school say: 'your grades would be raised by 1 grade for Olevels based on school exam' . eg. you get a A2 in school your chinese would be a A1 in Olevels.
Guess what chuqing told me? she don't know cause she's been scoring A2 and A1s throughout. GAHHHHH!~~~ WHY IS HER LANGUAGE SO GOOD! i though she always speak Eng?!

oh this is so frustrating '_'




















want to share a wonderful video (pantene commercial). Those kind that 发人深省 you know. haha~ Though it doesn't have much link to pantene. And for the sake of those living in the Earth crust, pantene is a shampoo brand :/ k maybe there's a lil link to pantene.. When she's performing in the end. Her hair blow around like there's a typhoon. LOL. anws the 'bad' protagonist is very preety hahaha!

Take some time to watch this video kkk~
Surely you have 4mins to spare? (:


anyways, this thing touched my ♥
you are heartless if it doesn't move you.

&&&&&!
there's sign language (wooots!!) in it! extra credit! HAHA!

I'm sorry.

But you really can't force me )':
you chose this way out.

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Badminton, Braids, Chinese Assesments, Huge doe eyes with fake eyelashes, contacts and makeup and MONEY .

ohno my $$$face old habit is trying hard to reach me again): Hate times like this.

$____________________________$

Money makes wonders la hahah.

I have no idea why I'm obsessed with Badminton nowadays. The day i dug out my badminton racket was just another day with the exception of fine and sunny weather. But I'm now hooked to it. ):

And I'm always thinking about chinese assesment books nowadays. It's not as if I am really doing it. I'm just thinking of doing it. Maybe due to the fact that Chinese Olevels is less than 5days away? I hope I get an A1 (: I hope sisters get into hcl class again next year. I LOVE HCL CLASS MORE THAN ANY OTHER. i dread dread dread dread dread X tenmilliontimes classes w/o 'em.

And I'm crazy about braids recently ! French braids, fish braids, chinese braids, you name it. But my hair isn't long enough ): I'm lying in anticipation for my hair to get to the length I'm sastisfied with. Around a bit above waist? I know that's going to take a long time. It's okay... I can wait till the cows come home. They're bound to come home right? LOL.

AND HUGE EYES. omg! I'm so going to work, earn $$$$ and get the contacts and fake lashes. But mine is already longer than average. I wonder how they attach it. If it's attached to my natural lashes, won't mine be ultra long and weird? :O ! Or isit attached to the roots? Tsk I'm such a ignorant fella! OOOO I'M OBSESSED WITH THESE HUGE EYES!!!! gawd!!!!

http://members.asianbeautyblog.com/entry/Oddinary/58309-Uzzlang-Eye-Makeup.html

I'm so jealous of their eyes!

JEALOUSJEALOUSJEALOUSJEALOUSJEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yay finish ranting. Feels so refreshed :D

btw went to eat Mc with Ele & Marj today :D toook somee preettty lame pictures and super funny videos!!! *laugh and bang table* I can still laugh now thinking back! AND AND AND AND AND!! We overheard 2 china woman talking about 宫心计!!! Me and ele almost fainted. We were overhearing their conversations all the way till we left for montip haha. Btw i got MARINA BAY!! haha. i know. Marina bay is easy to get. Aiyah i can forget my dream about getting sentosa cove la. Might as well concentrate on bridging and finding a hol job.

PLEASE, ANY JOB RECOMMENDATION? :O

AND FOLLLOWING NEXT WILL BE SOMETHING I PROMISED TO POST ON BLOG BUT DID NOT FOR SUCHHA LONG LONG TIME. IT JUST SLIPS MY MIND EVERYTIME I BLOG! SORRY FAN TAI JIAN!

HUANG XIAO MING!!!!

CREDIT FAN WEILIAT.
THANKYOU FAN TAI JIAN FOR THIS IT RELATED PRESENT. BUT WHERE IS THE SOLID AND FEELABLE PRESENT YOU PROMISED?!
HAHALOL. but i do like this btw.
thanks for the effort(:

Kk cindy is going to do her hmk now. (:
Bye humans ! (:

P.S, I MISS BUTTON TONS LOADS. *CRY*

you can't force me you know.

风疾雨时

loovesisters;

BET'CHA MISS ME RIGHT!!

hahah, sorry but I'm kind of in a drugged state now = Super high.
Cause Daddy just bought me the newest Sony camera model! *FAINT*
Imma lucky gal! (eleanor, guess who I'm trying to be)
HAHA~

How can i describe it? It's so damn chio !! K it sounds so bimbotic. Someone will shout bimbo again. Tsk. But it's pink yeh! The colour is so attractive~ OOO I LOVE SONY TO THE MAX!
Aww my new cam is sleek and stylish, letting you enjoy each moment with ultimate gracefulness. Haha. You guessed it right. This extract is from the Sony webbie LOL.

This camera is so specially designed for a night freak like me, and many other teenages :D
It takes more than just awesome pictures, even in Twilight mode. Like, in normal night mode shots, your hand tend to shake and the picture comes out all blurry? No more of those annoying moments. And god knows what magic Sony put into the camera. The colours of the pictures taken comes out bright, cheerful and suits the mood.

Like, the 'gourmet' mode can miraculously 'erase' the black spots which sometimes appear on your fruits, and increase the brightness(?) of the photo to make it look appetising.

Another astounding thing this cyber-shot can do is that it can take pictures up to a closeup of 1cm. And super clear at that. This really made me jump in excitement cause I'm forever trying to take closeup shots of objects and my previous cam, including my dad's 12mp phone CANNOT DO IT. *grunts in frustration*

AND BEST OF ALL ITS TOUCH SCREEN AND CAN DO THE IPHONE SLIDE HERE SLIDE THERE FUNCTION. SO NICE TO PLAY WITH!

Aiyah i can go on forever about how great this cyber-shot is. Even though it's not DSLR.


K i know i should not wince. This stupid cam is already a huge financial burden to my family. Awwww i did not at all expect such a great bdae prezzie ~ haha this is the difference btwn poor family and wealthy ones.

http://indiedevotee.blogspot.com/2009/09/fifteen.html

Look what victoria get for her birthday! DSLR+PHOTOSHOP+THIS+THAT+DAMN EX RESTAURANT FOOD. And a poor girl like me jumps around screaming madly when i only get a cybershot. It's okay, I'M CONTENDED :D SERIOUSLY~ its like the most ex bdae gift anyone gave me ^____________^





but there's definitely bad side to everything good ):
I think this camera's batt has a low lifespan.
Or isit i kept playing with it? hmm...


ANWS,
dad bought it at this shop which looks ultra atas as Parkway Parade.
Its this shop named "MAX PHOTO" or smth liddat, next to Harvey Norman.
Your should totally go there and buy cam if anyone is planning to!! They're like real bargains man. The 'package' gives alot of 'free' things other shops don't.
Eg my chio cam was bought at $700++ with many 'free' things.
It was initially 649 SG. But that person add in a neckstrap, tripod and extra batt for free and sold the CHIO PINK POUCH and another 8GB memory card in a cheaper price.

BARGAIN RIGHTS?

NO?


hmm nvm. Btw sorry if im head over heels over the cam, didn't meant to boast ;D
But i'm seriously happpppaaaay ! :D

So i'm gonna torture you all with shitloads of pictures!

Coming up first would be the ones taken with my new cammy! ^w^

CHIO POUCH RIGHT?


There's this function which allows me to dooodddlleeee on my pictures !


Doodling 'pen' . UBER CUTE @v@ !! It's so small and portable!


HA-HA better get use to it asap cause more of my photos will be coming up to torture you!

PS, my sis can totally be a 童星 (kiddo star) AND I DID NOT PHOTOSHOPP BIG MY NOSE. ROAR.

NEXT UP, ANCIENT PHOTOS COMING !! :D PICTURES OF ME AND ELEANOR DURING BUGIS TRIP. LONGGGGLONGGGTIMEEEEAGOOOOO.

like 土拔鼠 right? Rainie yang. SO CUTE.



trying to show off her huge doe eyes ._.


ARTSTIC RIGHT!!!!


woooots! Neoprints that day costs us only 12bucks! wooots! *pretending not to care about hearache*



Another artistic photo. Yumyum.



pretending to be candid.


HA-HA-HA !!


ARTISTIC BOH?


All artistic ones are taken by yours truly.

btw eleanor's phtography skils sux to e core. BOO!


WOOOOOOOTS I LOOOOVE THIS ONE!
一看就知道是我拍的咯


WOOOOTS I LOOOOVE THIS ONE TOO!
but is taken by ele. hmmm *skeptical look*


her thumb is freaaaking loooong.


cloudy with a chance of meatballs completed my day!



&
ELEANOR CAN'T STOP LAUGHING AT

'HELLO SAN SPARKS I'M AMERICA! '

LOLLLLLL! ^w^

It's so vivid. Like the classic

"CROSS YOUR HEART ; X"

IREALISEDITSREALLYINFATUATION.

OHIAMSOGLADITSJUSTINFATUATION!!!

Apple;

Aww, something happened to my dear wernching ):

Don't worry too much k dearie (:
Remember the story about the silver lining to each cloud?
I know its impossible to ask you not to think about it but try not to k.

Or maybe they gg break soon leh? hehehe~
Bread where got good, so many holes. Place there too long will turn mouldy somemore.

You've got so many besties! its all that matters. Who says we need guys?
Aiyah, maybe he's just not your *half apple mah.

It'll pass one la, that time 爱到要生要死不是一样过去了~
没事的啦 k (:

*adapted from 桃花小妹 =P
i watched already,
VERY NICEEEEE!


hehehe ps ~ This's just note of encouragement for my dear apple. So sorry i wasn't able to curse that girl with you today =x Sun is family day la hor? (:

gahhh~ zhu yi lo! i will post pic of what fan tai jian did for me for my bdae tmr.
Stay tuned ! (:


&WHY NOBODY CLICK ON MY AD! GRRR!

Girraffe will definitely love him to death. Aww girraffe is a huge fan for kids. Like her very own niece and nephew. Her 'sunplaza park' also very cute la. But Olympic cuter !! haha she surely wouldn't agree with me if she sees this. But i can swear she'll want to watch baby bonus haha~ Too bad i don't have photos of her 2 babies~


Adapted from http://sg.news.yahoo.com/xin/20091012/ten-016-whos-biggest-scene-stealer-baby-3c1b9bc.html,









Omg olympic so cute, who wouldn't recognise him! K la, later eleanor and felicia jealous.

Fine felicia's keith also very cute :D really really! http://precious-keith.blogspot.com/ His blog!
somemore his parent's still so sweeeet, go make a blog for him. Sweeet ! Ooops cannot go his blog, will fall in love with him ;P
Awww look at baby keith♥♥.
2HEARTYS cause he's been close contact with me~

ADORABLE or what! private part still need hankie pankie cover,

hahaha, jiejie already see before already lo, too late lahhh~~~ HAHAHAH!

Isn't baby keith cute ! Still many more pics in his blog. omg. keith so cute, what happened to felicia?! LOL!

Awww, another of my loveeeeeeeee, deng deng deng deng~
Babbeeee HONG YI!!! ♥♥♥

Most HEARTYS !!!

lovvieee ~~ HY's ele's baby nephew~ so damn adorable~~ and can recognise me smore!! heah, i always play with him okaaay~ Im closest to him among 3babies, don't give him 3 hearties give who right !! ♥!
so lovable !

Eleanor is SOOOO LUCKKKAAAY!

I love KOH!
don't worry its not koh kang wei.
its KEITH OLYMPIC HONGYI ~~ LOLLL~~~!

k gotta sleep now.


sorry about my craze for hk dramas and babies ;D





Felicia,Yishing,Peiqi,Ele,Wernching,
thanks for being there when i need you the most.
Forever♥


i don't deny im angry at your unreasonable-ness.
not referring to wy.

(edited- rewritten first time out of anguish& second, out of anger)
Clearly stated:
To: Wenyi

i really don't know what to say.
are you referring to me?

i never felt this worse before.
you said i didn't care.

excuse me, whose the one who first left me?

why isit you're always the one right and i'm always the one wrong?

you say i didn't sit down and have a nice talk with you, may i know, haven't i tried?
It's so damn long ago already. But i clearly remember you're the one who says you gotta go. The call's less than half hour. You seemed okay then. Laughing and giggling like how it was once. So haven't i tried? I thought everything was going to be okay then. Well,now i know it isn't.You think i feel good when you whisper to someone else infront of me? Why are you always like that?
I'm just starting to forget the good times between us and stay contended with them. Why do you have to be so cruel to stab me once again?
Do i have to mention all those times you avoided me when i'm trying to SIT DOWN AND HAVE A NICE TALK WITH YOU?
do you need me to remind you? cause if you need, welcome, i am clearly sure i can.

and i don't understand.
WHY ARE YOU EVEN PISSED WITH ME.

ASK EVERYONE. DID I EVEN SAID 'WALAO SHE'S WITH QIULIN THEY ALL INSTEAD OF US' did i said i loathe her? did i say i loathe you friends? Why do you have to be so mean to me?

i can't believe you type all those on your blog. I wished it isn't meant for me, but clearly it seems so. But this post, written out of anguish and heartbreak, is clearly meant for you.

I don't know. I'm scared of alot of things now. So you want me to leave this clique so that you can go out with them? Everything i thought i knew, i didn't anymore. are you the reason marjorie's attitude towards me lately? I DON'T KNOW.


WHY DON'T YOU CARE ANYMORE?
WHY DON'T YOU WANT ME ANYMORE?
I DON'T UNDERSTAND, SERIOUSLY, WHY DON'T YOU CARE ANYMORE?

DO WE HAVE TO END UP LIKE YOU AND RUBY?
why you only care about your feelings, 为什么你没有想过我的感受？

and why you act as if nothing happen when we are face to face but have to write things that hurt on your blog? why?

是你以前说的，不管发生什么事都当面说清楚。不要自己在背后乱说。Then what about you now? You want to tell me you hasn't spoke to marjorie/yuenling/qiulin about me/how irritated you are by me? Save it, cause i wouldn't believe you.

what did i said that makes your blood boil? Why didn't you just scold/slap/bash me right then. You have to go home and decide that you then want me to know by writing on your blog? Why isit you never call me/ look me up to SIT DOWN AND HAVE A NICE TALK WITH ME?
next time, ask yourself before poking your finger at anyone, did you even tried? I've tried. I've failed. Why should i be the one trying i always ask myself? Cause i want us to be just like before. Clearly, looking at your attitude, it isn't possible anymore.

You don't care isn't it.
But let me tell you,

I CARE. I CARE ALOT.

THAT IS WHY THE SECOND TIME I'VE CRIED INFRONT OF MY FRIENDS IS BECAUSE OF YOU. Want to guess the first time? It's syf result. And guess what, you are the one beside me then. AND IT BOTHERS ME VERY MUCH THAT YOU DON'T CARE. YOU HEARTLESS BITCH. It bothers you thinking that you was once friends with me, but it bothers me that you left me. But you don't care isn't it. You said you wouldn't give a damn anymore.

THIS IS IT.
THE END.
all i gotta say is here.

i still care. But if you don't, i'm not going to try again.
and there's 2 response to this post. Either you call me and tell me what the fuck you are thinking or completely get out of my life. Just, please. If you don't care about me, at least be fair and give me time to heal my wounds.

. wtf man, i have no idea why i care so much for people who doesn't gives a shit about me.

firstly,
Happy Birthday Cindy Zheng XinYi.

You are an extraordinary girl an ordinary name.

Hehehe, I am finally 15th omg thank goodness.
HAHAHA CAN GO BACK MSIA BRAG TO AH HIN LIAO!!! He's been so unhappy he is younger than me. So sad, same year, but you still come out later stupid dog !!!
btw, he's my mad handome and funny cousin, who shares the same birthday with marjorie!!!23rd Dec.
marjorie grab your chance! So many girls are fighting over him!
oh thank god i didn't tell him my blog. I can die if he knows i also think he's mad hot. And he'll kill me if he knows i'm laughing at him again!! BWAHAHA. sorry, a lil high today =/

HAHA, as promised, I'll blog on FRIDAY!
but w/o pictures again. Hehehe :D

cannot blame me what, today was the mooncake festival celebration in school. After tidying and stuffs, reached home at 11.20. poor feli and yl, dunno what time then reach.

look at what i got for my 15th birthday.

Actually it was what was left behind and the teachers gave them out =/

BTW THANK YOU RUBY AND FOR THE PREZZIEEEEE!! I LOVE THE TULIP/ROSE/MINI-SUNFLOWER/WHATEVER IT IS. AND PLEAAASE, THE PHOTO IS DAMN DAMN UNGLAM.


MY DEAR WERNCHING, I LOVE THE DRESSSSSS OMGGG !!!! 只有你才知我心 ;D
oh yah btw, psst psst, shhh, don't tell feli is i tell you one ah: she told me she saw the dress and it was a friggin' $18 dollars. No wonder you say u bankrupt already!! ILY!

AND TO THOSE WHO MESSAGED ME HAPPY BDAE, AND THOSE WHO CELEB MY BDAE WITH ME, CAN I DEDICATE A POST SPECIALLY TO THIS PEOPO TMR, cause now im just freaking sleepy and want to get this over with asap.


Just now was so fun btw, i wasn't really enjoying being the emcee part. But i think overall it's very fun !!
and there's this really 十三点 guy who appeared today. i can't believe he stay so near to us (me,marj,fabian). Eh xie xing, if you are reading this, i'm really sorry to say i really didn't noticed you in school before hahahah~ But you are funny okay, work hard to be a singer cum 谐星 !!

十三点 is REAL funny, and lame too btw. We thought he was sec2 at first =X sorry la, u look like sec2 what! wlao, know him the first few minutes he like very polite, don't joke joke around, only seat there and sing that kind. After the first few mins, 他整个人凤掉 i tell you. He even more bu yao lian than me can. but i must say, he really knows how to sing.
(haha yishing yishing~)

For pictures, go his profile. My fb cannot open now idk why. will put up the link next post i guess. But i doubt anyone except for us wants to see la hor.

Ps, where are youuuu eleanor!
ps, sorry peiqi we just now walk so slow!
ps, thank you fabian for helping me carry the things and smore carry till my house downstairs =/









btw, want to see something ironic? :S

can your spot it?













if not,










answer's coming...















there's a 'deafeat' in the word 'victory' !!! OMG hahahah~

Btw, BUTTON'S HAVE HER MENSES!!!!!!!
and, I WANT TO TAIWAN ASAP!!!!!! i've been thinking about it even during exams. Tw's the one forcing me to concentrate on my studies and the test papers when i'm dozing off, i swear.


AND CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG PLEAZZZE. I WANT SEE HOW LONG I NEED TO GET 60BUCKS :D

I'm sick and tired of hearing everything she does.
I'm sick and tired of listening to how your world revolves around her's.
I'm sick and tired of you pretending you don't know me in front of your friends.
I'm sick and tired of being the one that you pour your woes to only when you want to.
so what if you are from vs?

most importantly,
I'm sick and tired of lying to my best friend.
Pyw, I'm sorry.

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